Sunday, 19 October 2014

succubus and incubus.

hey guys um so long time this is to report a past experience that I had. so this occurred when about two or three years ago. It was a normal night had my dinner tucked my self into bed read a little and drifted into deep sleep, i was suddenly awake i don't really remember the time but i was fully conscious but unable to move at all i couldn't even open my eyes i was drenched in sweat and i was scared as shit i felt deep fear for the first time i was so confused i didn't know what to do or rather was unable to do,i repeatedly began chanting the name of The Lord and after sometime i could open my eyes yet couldn't move the rest of me a wave of relief flooded me and after some more time i could move freely out of fear i ran to my parents room and spent the night there with them it went on peacefully. i told my mum but she didn't believe me she dismissed it as a dream or feeling. This never ever recurred a few days back when i was again in a deep sleep state so deep not even dreams were seen or felt or heard,i swear upon all the Gods a hand touched me on my lower back i felt it so much i woke up and thought it was dad only to see no one i knew i couldn't sleep there again and i went to my parents room again the next day which was yesterday i told my dad he didn't reply much. i really have no clue what happened till now. from the past few nights a fear to sleep alone envelops me from the past few years that is, one evening i had been to my neighbors place to play with their baby daughter when a devotional song in honour of Lord Karthikeya in the Tamil language caught my ear i checked it out on YouTube and found out it was called Skanda Shashti Kavacham i noticed that,that night i had a peaceful sleep and no fear at all i began depending  on the song and it never failed me i gradually weaned from the practice and comforted myself to sleep. after the recent incident i listened to the song again today wonder how the night goes,but being a man of science i was compelled to do some research i stumbled about this article on succubi and incubi who are male and female demons technically believed to engage in a heterosexual union with a victim a person born of such unions were mystical the magician Merlin is alleged to be born of such a union and what does this union feel like ? it's marked by an inability to move at all although conscious exactly like my first experience i obviously am not sure about the sexual part of it because i had no feeling at all. another medical condition was sleep paralysis basically the same thing however it's mentioned that this occurs when one sleeps in the supine position which was the position i was sleeping in although i usually never sleep in this position,now this happens when one is in between two stages of sleep and the mind is confused. however research is still going on and scientists aren't sure what exactly it is as cases aren't numerous. i obviously have no clue about how to deal with this so i'm writing it down here another fact that worries me is that there are counterparts for succubi in almost all cultures a very unique thing beause how could everyone at that time know the same thing ? really freaked me out. but i still affirm it to be a medical condition. i still feel uncomfortable and insecure at night.  

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